Hallucinogenics

If I were to die in your arms,

It would be the sweet release from this dream.

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Stability

Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? I’m not okay. Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay.

Blind

Forever, but never, my castration is clever, but I say whatever, we must sever my endeavor, to strangle whoever gave this answer.

But to keep alive, this prize, arrest my eyes, for those who cry over the spilt size of my thighs, and supply these guys with the skies to realize their disguise.

For not to kill this skill with chill, for my will shall scale this hill, and destroy the veil with this pill I take with thrill.

As I am cloud nein, with my fine canine, dining on wine and steak, devine! While my mind is sunshine, my body Frankenstein, dear Valentine you have a deadline, I must decline thine Einstein shrine, to design my maze vine and protect my mind from your confined resign.

To feed on bits, avoid your hits, but benefit on these tits, and told I need permits to show off my splits, and admit that my poems
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To Be, or Yet to Be

I’m feeling alone,
Come on, throw me a bone
This heavy drape
Please tell me this isn’t my fate

I just wanna touch you
Maybe even hold, too
But you flick me away
But I still wish for today

I just wanna run away
From the fray, today,
Instead crochet,
A key to my heart
Please don’t part

Of you, I still dream
Whilst you lie near
But I still fear
Looking into the mirror

Afraid of what I’ll see
What I am to be
Diseased and falling apart
At my minds own Bonaparte.

I am Death

I ask you am I good enough
You don’t answer, calling my bluff
I just need reassurance, validation
Don’t leave me lying here, mind masturbation

My mind collapsing, prolapsing, relapsing
Negative thoughts that seem to bring
The cloud that covers the light
Killing the flowers, bees, endless blight

The apocalypse of my mind
I wander around this wasteland, never to find
Peace, harmony and pure happiness
Growing from the earth, all the angriest

Fuck Me

Tonight tomorrow but today
This depression, my shade
Each time of day, the day parade
Now watch me slide into fade

Yesterdays shade has got me black
Today’s crave has brought me back
Tomorrows cave will give me slack
One can hope, but never crack

I can’t touch what isn’t there
Life’s tough and isn’t fair
I offer love but you never share
I keep on going, truth or dare.

The Forest

A peaceful house, No time to dwell
A peaceful house, Time will tell
A peaceful house, Surrounding me
A peaceful house, Too good to be

Temporary, This all is
Temporary, Life love and bliss
Temporary, Today my friend
Temporary, This all shall end

Hopefullness, Is what i need
Hopefullness, To excel with greed
Hopefullness, Which will end it all
Hopefullness, All my dreams, avant garde

No One Knows

A black hole, that’s all it is
A black hole, my life to give
A black hole, but not to you
A black hole, how tried and true

So deep now, my love for all
So deep now, and here I fall
So deep now, I cant pass now
So deep now, I don’t know how

So lost, I don’t know where
So lost, I cant quite hear
So lost, neither can you
So lost, none have a clue

A black hole, that’s all life is
A black hole, my life so thin
A black hole, out in snuff
A black hole, its never good enough.

The Universe Decided

You and I have been friends forever,
Always as friends, but never better,
Our own relationships could never bother,
Waiting for the day to be together.
Then time stopped, all at once,
Feeling like our life had shunt,
Imagining what could have been in all those months,
Unable to breath, air escaped my lungs.
Not knowing if you were safe,
If you had moved on to a better place,
Controlling my emotions, no better way to behave,
This tombstone you might as well engrave.
Had you moved on in the life of love?
Had you celebrated a major change, releasing the doves?
Had it been time for you to take off your glove?
Had you forgotten me in the stars above?

Low and behold, right under my nose,
You were here, near me and so close,
You were the one I would have always chose,
Now come into my arms and keep the door closed.

A life the universe willed us to live,
My heart is yours and my life to give,
My mind of future always adrift,
The damage done, now love redemptive.